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Retreat and shtuff 10.31.05 - 2:27 p.m. Retreat was this weekend.. whenever anybody asks me about it I don't really know what to say... sometimes it's just hard for me to put into words everything that's going on inside my head. but it was really good and so much more than I expected. the thing that really stood out to me was how sometimes God gets to you through other people-- who else has the power to bring so many people to tears, or get so many people through the roughest times of their lives, or cause so many people to turn their entire lives around? just seeing how God works in other other people continually reaffirms my faith and makes me smile because I know that, no matter what I think, He's there for me too. Sometimes I frustrate myself because I feel like over the past year I have built up "walls" so to speak... sometimes it just seems so hard for me to feel anything anymore. I guess I just don't like to show my emotions, even when our duck died or when the dogs moved or when I found out about my grandma or came to college, I would only cry by myself. the only time I ever cry to other people is if it's over a boy and that hasn't happened lately. hooha! in the words of the poignant Hilary Duff, sooner than it seems life turns around:) okay... so the poignant words of Hilary Duff's songwriter. whatever. watching Related makes me so happy. I love big families... it's weird to think about the fact that one day I might start my own. even thinking about myself getting married sort of weirds me out. but it's also exciting and something good to look forward to:) kbye friends!! If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
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